Thursday, November 5, 2015

Final semester faux pas and failures

3 days in and the fourth day, I'm taking a day-off.
This semester is already way too much.

Such a faux pas with the project, too.
Nonetheless, there's been SO much going on in my life of late that I don't have time to sit down and relax or take a deep, long breath.

But this doesn't mean that I've gotten to accomplish all that I must: two e-mails from two different internships' bosses reminding me about my serious backlogs have made me realize that I'm such a failure, too.

A failure as an intern, a student, a daughter, as a committee-planner, and a failure at keeping a firm resolve.

I'm not going to get this through to me. I'm going to work this through, I've taken a day off today (yess, the ominous 4th day-off from after the first 3 days of the semester) to try to take measures for this.

It is going to be a looong, rather long climb up the mountain this time given all that I've on my hands as I've really bitten off more than I can chew. But I'm definitely going to make it to the summit even if it means I've to climb on all fours with no resources.

I will do this. I will win against all my odds and prove that I'm worthy again.