目標はありますが行動はちょっと。。。

ここ最近、私は怠惰になってしまいましたと思います。お時間は十分ありますがそれをちゃんと利用していませんです。なぜだと聞いたら答えが出ません。どうしてだと？恥ずかしいんだからです。

『今日はこの仕事を絶対に終わりにしたい！』と必死に思われますが、それをやっとしません。その仕事を始めてからも途中で止めてしまいます。

どうしてこんな状況になってるんでしょう。。。困るウウウウ～！

頑張らないと！

Previous Google+ profile data~

"I'm female, I'm sixteen and no I don't like pink. I am outspoken, I don't give a damn to how people bat their eyelashes when they think what I do is weird. I just give a finger and I'll be done with it. I am into anything and everything that has to do with Japan. I'm glad that I am out of that phase now: though I'm one of the admins of the Bangalore Anime Club. I draw anime as that's the only thing that inspires me with. I write what I feel as I believe that a true writer is someone who writes only for the sake of pure, unadulterated writing. I relish in the thought that I feel much better when I write away whatever that is there within my bosom: feels like a good night's sleep. I am more super normal than all those crazy teenagers out there who are purely driven by their hormonal rages and self-indulgent pleasures; I deserve a parole, man! I used to play the violin: I use the past tense as I'm currently on hiatus with the instrument. I was supposed to write more here, but I'm not going to do that now. You can feel free to contact me if you want to anything more. "

TL practice for tomorrow's exam.

すっきりと気持ちよく晴れ渡った日曜日。湖沿いに整備された遊歩道には、ジョギングやウォーキングをしたり、サイクリングや犬の散歩を楽しんだりする、休日の朝らしいのどかな風景が広がっていました。湖畔には、簡素な屋根と柱だけのナチュラルでおしゃれなカフェがぽつぽつと建ち、きらきら輝く湖面を眺めながら、コーヒーを飲んでくつろいでいる人もいます。湿度の低いからりとした空気は軽く、水上からそよそよ吹く風が肌に心地いい……。

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"It is/was a neat and a pleasant cloudless/clear Sunday. Along the lake, in the pathway that was maintained/had been developed, a holiday morning-like picturesque landscape was spread about by (people) who were enjoying by jogging, walking, cycling or walking the dog. At the lake's shore, there is a natural (looking) yet fashionable cafe that was built bit by bit by only a simple roof and pillars, with a sparkly view of the lake surface, where there were also people who were relaxing by drinking coffee. With the low humid and clear atmosphere being light, the soft wind from the water/headwater blowing feels so pleasant on the skin..."

Thought of the morning.

自分の足を引っ張るのは自分のおろかな行動です

To the Hana Yori Dango lady.

This morning, the lady who sat next to April in the bus noticed April studying Japanese for today's final exam. She wasted no time in asking April what language that was, whether it was easy, if there was demand for it in the industry, whether April found it easy among the general questions one would ask about a new foreign language.

And after all this, she says she knows a little Korean because she watches Korean dramas to the point of exhausting her data package and spending a little fortune on it! She said Hana Yori Dango (Boys Over Flowers) was her most favorite. Too bad that she had to alight right after she said that or we could have bonded more. April knows not her name. Like wow! Sometimes, ones can't help but wonder about how such a small world it really is!

A bibliophile's bubbling emotions bursting out

The following was a Facebook status of a friend, of Gapechansan from just a little while ago:

"Ever found yourself feeling disarrayed inside with your emotions all clogged up and your mind in a chaotic mess as a result of Life's many stresses? The next time you do, go to your nearest book cafe, grab a book and forget the world for the next few (or several) hours. 

A good book works wonders for the soul! heart emoticon
(p.s: Manga works too, obviously tongue emoticon )"

April's reply:

All the time. 　 Currently reading Emma by Jane Austen. I've restricted this to only while traveling back and forth to and from uni. If not for the reading, my morning bus rides would be sleepy and slow, and the evenings' much agitated and tired. But Emma keeps me going on! I'm like 'No, no, Emma! Stop!!' Reading like this keeps me alive. More than I thought it might. And it is not just Emma, I finished Charles Dickens' A Tale of Two Cities in the same manner just last month. Reading while traveling along the same old path I know has never been this magical as it has been since the last two months! There's just..no place legit enough for a book as just about anywhere will do. Sigh. End of a bibliophile's rant! :)

A bus journey's worth.

Gutsy feels across the place;
A table of too many orders.
Tall expectations at a mediocre class
And she knew not where her interests border.

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Paint me warm in roaring neon,
I wouldn't mind.
Standing out and apart is a tough feat not.
I've enough funk to last an eon.

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Written while traveling home from university, on Google Keep. Yes, smartphones are a very nice outlet to let loose one's writing when ideas just pop up out of the greens and blues of one's mind, and April is much thankful to Google Keep and Evernote. Ahh, time to stop! Before April starts ranting about her passion for computing!